Survivor

I shall always remember what you did,

you took what wasn’t yours.

I shall never forget who you are,

you were supposed to protect me.

I shall live on in the knowledge of my lost innocence,

you can never change what you did.

I shall forever move as though you’re there,

you will never be far enough away until

you’re six feet under.

There is nowhere I can go, that you don’t follow,

I take you with me wherever I go.

There is always a part of you with me,

I look into their eyes every morning.

There is never a day when I regret my life,

I love them with all my heart.

There is never a day when I wish things were different,

I would die for my kids.

You will always be alone,

because no one will ever be right.

You will always be selfish,

because you don’t know how to love.

You will forever regret our time,

because you blame me for your troubles.

You will never meet your children,

because you refuse to acknowledge their existence.